it’s all ok

I know control is within, so why
why do I break the rules
know who I want to be, so why
why do I do things I can't stand
it's all there, it's all real, it's all ok

I'm alive to be free, so why
why do I sit in this box
with walls of cemented past
I know I want to be loved, so why
why do I push you away
when you try so hard, to stay
it's all there, it's all real, and it's all ok

how will it be when I look in your eyes
and the shine for me is gone
how will it be, when I look in your eyes
and the shine for me is gone
I can't take this anymore
I can't take this anymore
no I can't take this anymore
don't want to feel this way anymore
it's all there, it's all real, and it's all ok